PSLE IS COMING IN THREE DAYS TIME. and we are half dying on MSN and half dying at home studying like shit.. okiiies, i am not really prepared for english BUT I AM TOTALLY NOT PREPARED FOR MATHS!!! MATHS is like the shittiest thing in the whole world.. i aint gonna talk about what happened on childrens day.... as it has given me a GREAT impact on them.. i mean, they make me not trust anyone anymore. i feel that i am not going close to them anymore, l`ll forget i have them as friends. now i dono who shall i trust, the ones are always by my side, i DONT NOE oh yah..... i dont wanna go around gossiping, but i just hate whoever betrays me.. i am gonna ignore them... i aint calling them bad words, i am gonna LIVE MY LIFE
okay i have changed my skin AGAIN and its much better, even though its abit childish....hahahs!!! i dont really like the wordings, but the snowflakes are kinda of nice.




PEIXIN IF U ARE SEEING THIS, PLEASE READ ''LIMEGREEN'' POST OVER AND OVER AGAIN.. AND PLEASE REPEAT YOU DIDNT SEE LSP! AND U LOST ANOTHER CHANCE...




CAN ANYONE HELP ME WITH MY TAGBOARD? I AM LIKE SO STUCK HERE!
heys people.. oh yah i forgotten to tell u something.. i have inserted something into my blog.. a little music thingy... and if you want to hear some music while reading posts, please click on the 'play' button.. sorry ahs... there will be NO lyrics provided.. ahahas... wait.. i have just got news from someone, THE FCUKING BOYS IN ACS SPREAD ONT HE RUMOUR!!! THEY KEEP SAYING I LIKE A BOY CALLED MARK NG WHEN I DONT EVEN NOE HIM! WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THIS? walao eh.. oh yah! i am asking CHERYL to help me with my tagboard and skin.. she is KINDA OF NICE... in some sort of way? erms? yeahs.. i post little nowadays as there is not much happening just some crazy little things that me and yuetong do in SOME middle of the night.. oh yah! if anyone, wanna conference, with GIRLS+BOYS... keane is definetly will be inside or else yuetong will kill me lorhz!! i am so HAPPY! I SAW LSP TODAY!!! ARGHH! I AM SO STUPID I DIDNT EVEN TALK TO HIM... THEY PUSHED HIM TO ME AND YUETONG AND WE BOTH WERE LIKE,'' OKAY GO AWAY NOW GO AWAY!''

YUETONG SAID HE WAS NOT CUTE! I WANNA SMACK YOU YUETONG, CHEEBEI. but too, i miss tiong barhu at that time... AHHAH! me and YUETONG WERE DREAMING ACS,RADIN,RIVERVALLEY PRIMARY ALL JOIN TOGETHER.. then..the girls died except us!! WOAH! such a CRAZY DREAM! STUPID ALSO.. anyone wanan go tiong AFTER PSLE? i am waiting... we'll have so MUCH fun!!


YUETONG, THE CRAZY DREAM AINT COMING TRUE.. ITS 99.9% BULLSHIT.




ok something funny really did happened today.. yuetong had planned to go my house and we had decided to keep it from sharon! she is so IRRITATING LARH PLEASE. AND FCUKING YOLANDA IS SO KPO... TELL HER YUETONG COME MY HOUSE... ok whatever.. after remidal, we walked to gate C and i was predicting i would see him again.. not tiong barhu.. the another one... ok then me and yuetong were walking home, laughing like crazy all the way... ok i MUST admit, WE SAW LSP!!!!! i was like. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! i was so shocked!! he was at the taxi stand playing with some boys.. and he is SOOO CUTE!!! omg!!! i was like.. i dared yuetong to go up to his friends and ask who is LSP.. and she was like.. OKAY.. we went to ask.. his friends were lyk.. OMG THEY NOE SP.. COS THEY WERE SO SHOCKED THEY SAW GIRLS... ERR LYK ER? he was with his friends and so i so totally didnt dare to go up to him... and yuetong was like OMG and we heard the boys saying in hokkien : wahh sp, lu chuai zha bo ah? jin suai man. [ heys sp, you noe girls ah? damn pretty man] and i totally understand them and i was lyk.. errr... and i hurry walked away, afew FAT boys came behind us and asked us if we noe sp.. we were lyk nonono.. go away! and we caught up with Hengyeng and talked to her.. we laughed lyk mad.. cos we saw this BLACK LUNCHEON MEAT IN FRONT OF US.. ahahas!!! so.. i am so HAPPY!! I SAW SP!!!!
;p... sorry PEIXIN. YOU DIDNT SEE HIM;




PEIXIN FORCED ME TO DO THIS ...
ok peixin can force me to do MANY things!!! okkay i cannot get his number which is such a loser... i took ONE WHOLE YEAR to have a chance to confess to him! but i couldnt!!! PEIXIN YOU WORSER RITE 3 YEARS... ok thanks to ADELIA NG for teaching me how to do the colour thingy!!! ok i was talking to joshua which is totally i cannot say anything.. talking to him is like stuck underground... NO OFFENCE ok peixin gtg and i gotta do this FAST.... erm... go to me and yuetong's blog... its QUITE NICE. www.highlightedhair-.blogspot.com its lyk so irritating lorhx! I DONT LIKE MARK NG! WHATS ALL U GUYS THE FKING PROBLEM AH... ESPECIALLY JOSHUA WONG. ARGHH!!!!!! I DONT LIKE MARK NG. THIS IS MY LAST TIME, I DO NOT LIKE MARK NG!! ARGHHH!!!! I DONT LIKE MARK NG... WALAO. DO U NOE HOW IRRITATING IT IS!!!!




when i got the news, i heard you liked me, i got a shocked i couldnt believe my ears.
we were sweet, loving.. showering me with all your love, sending a thousand of smses, saying you like me and that you are sorry... then came along this girl that joined us in the half year.... boys were head over hells with her.
then came along you. you saw her, her image plastered all over you.
then, after a few months, i got news, saying you liked her and you both are together.
when i heard that, my heart shattered into a million peices.. i cried for days and for nights,
i cut myself several times, hoping to kill my self quick once and for all,
everytime i try to commit, the memories of you flashed by, back and fro. i failed to kill myself
in that way... i see a high rised building, i went up, and i jumped. i failed again.
then the next time, for my third time, i called ur house, u didnt pick up. i called ur handphone yet you didnt pick up. i guess you are with that slut.
so, i brought a penknife, a knife... and a fork. when i was outside your door, i took the penknife slashed myself several times, blood dripping all over the dorrstep. i took the knife, i sliced ym neck making blood drop all over. and, for my useless mouth,
i used the fork and poke it through,
all the blood meant nothing.
then, i went upstairs ur house, i jumped.

i guess, i died..
my third attempt worked....
with the blood all over your doorstep-



this story is © may YOLANDA please not copy or rip or any others.





hey people. ok i have just changed my blog AGAIN.. this skin is gonna be like after PSLE.. its pink and its totally nice.. i dont really like the woman on the top throwing the stupid flowers..ahahas. yeahs... so now my colour have to be DARK. ok whatever.. today me sharon and yuetong got into alittle of a problem..wait, theres this fcking girl, who goes around badmouthing me...and she even volunteered to be moniter. and she made me and sharon's friendship break alittle. i mean like whats her problem.. can she just fuck off? and worse more.. she has no friends now, making her so desperate... ok ppl tell me, who likes HER? NOONE rite? no one can stand her attitude. her fucking face makes me wanna puke. i mean such kind of person should just fuck off... she doesnt deserves to be in my friendchart. she is worser then like what? KELDA? whoever sees this, u know who that person is rite? yeahs....





look at the amount of neoprints i have. XD




the starting of the year, when we first met..
you were the cutest thing i had in my entire life.
i cant talk to you. your friends were often around you so much.
i am so afraid.. so, i kept my feelings for months. years..
thinking oneday you`ll realise i am there for you.
then. years months days, later,
when i found out,
you are gonna leave
leave to a somewhere better, move out,
i realise, i was so stupid. so stupid,
to never confessed to you.
never i had expected we`ll talk for the last time,
when he was carrying his lauaggage,
you asked him," do you have anything else to tell me?"
then, the stitch on my mouth faded away.
then i said softly," can you not leave,"
" i liked you for the past few years. the day since i met you, i have stitch my mouth. i am so afraid, you`ll go away.. i dont want you to leave... please... please. dont leave...
then, he tilted his head and said," i am so afraid i cant. actually, i have liked you the same.. i have been avoiding you. avoiding to talk to you.."
then. when you realised, his feelings for you are the same, you felt tht you wasted your entire life. he is gone. perhaps gone forever. then. finally i realised, let your feelings out, may let the other partner noe, and perhaps, not makee you feel sad...
this is the story, of my stupid confession...CLARAA-©





sometimes, i am so afraid to introducing you to my friends. i am so afraid you`ll fall for them.. then l`ll lose you. losing you is losing my life. probably l`ll kill myself if you aint mine. whenever i see you, i just want to go up to you and confess to you. then, your friends behind will go laughing, you`ll stay there dumbfounded. nothing to say. this will be the last time l`ll meet you. the last 2 days. l`ll ever see u in my life. i just want you to noe, my feelings for you for this year.. i have liked you for the whole year. the eyes, the body, the smile, the jokes of yours. your beauty. made me lose control. i dont know what else to say.... i am so afraid to letting you noe my blog. afraid yyou`ll run away from me once you see this... the thing, to making my two days in my life is to SEE you. ppl write nice poems.. i dont care bout poems. i want you to noe the feelings i had for you the whole year.. sometimes, i need someone, someone who noes you, understands my feelings for you. i have to confess... the last two days.. are the last two days of my life.




today was a day l`ll get to see you.. i went to your usual spot just to realise you wasn`t there. i am gonna lose control of myself soon.. i saw ur friends. i was wondering around, hopeing you`ll appear.... sometimes. i go overboard for a guy.. i aint desperate for you..i just want to see ur facve that can brighten up my day... i am not intrested in any other guys but just for you... I can go on waiting but i am afraid you`ll be some other girls when i confessed. or maybe already. i aint gonna do something stupid. but its the control i cannot stand. why must you treat me in such a manner? my friends make it so obvious to you, you dont get it? when i was walking home, i passed your house, i waited and waited downstairs ur house. i walk rounds and rounds just to imagine my imaginations was real... my feet hurt... but the only thing you can do is to smile at me.. healing all problems of mine INSIDE.. i walked home. like wad i wanted to do. whenever you ask my friends how i felt. i tot you have got the feelings for me. just to realise you wanted to make fun of me. sometimes i am so afraid you`ll fade away.. further and further away from me. now all i wan to do is to grab hold of you. and not you let you go.




ok todays is SATURDAY and i havent even started on my homework yet!! erm.. oh yah! i HAVE to go tiong barhu for ALOT of reasons.
1.) to fix my specs
2.) to buy ALOT of hairclips.
3.) to buy food and study there(if Yuetong can go)
3.) meet him
i am not an example of a BAD girl.. i am an example of a fgood girl...
heehee




ok people.. today was BAD for me. REAL BAD.. i forgotten to bring ALMOST everything today!!! i am VERY UNLUCKY today!!!ok first i didnt bring the english paper, then i found out i didnt bring the english and Science booklets! WALAO!! very sway lah!! ok today teacher gave us alot of homework.And we did the Science test... quite hard lorh.ok then we did something CRAZY.. teacher taught us how to relaxe when in stress... what in the beach.. our tummy is balloon and what LEMON SQUEEZING.. but it was quite funny though.. ok in the morning I did my stupid PFT retest.. in the pull ups, at least i did 3 lorhs... and it was stupid.. i am VERY TIRED today.. cos of the PFT retest! i actually wanted to run wan leh!!! walao... ok i think i gotta go.. BYE:D




hey people! somethin really funny happened today! While Mrs Tan was going through some maths paper, the FIRE DRILL went off! and we were all like, hiyah, sure false alarm wan la,sure no haf fire drill or fire wan la.. then Mrs Tan went out and then she went in and told us to go out as got REAL fire DRILL.. we were lyk," yayy! no haf Maths! waste our time..." then, i saw Zara so, we of cos talked, then we were walking behind the ENTIRE class, then we reached 4th floor, got this fire sign there.. so we cut across n went down another way... so, we walked walked and walked, we saw Gwen and Sally in the front walking towards Gate C so me and Zara followed...then, when we were walking towards the church, we realised that our class wasnt there... so we got a little shocked.. then, we saw panny leading the way and she caught us walking back... She told us to go back to the church and sit down.. okay.. we were supposed to sit down in front of P1 P2 P3 P4 !!! P5 and some EM3 students, so, seeing the Em3 pupils, we went and we saw the chinese teacha, the chinese teacher asked us why we were here and we told her the reason, then i got a little worried while SALLY,GWEN and perhaps ZARA wasnt scared AT ALL!!! i was thinkin wad will happen when mrs tan met us... so i asked Gwen
me: eh how ah? our class not here! they at the void deck leh! HOW?
gwen:" hyiah never mind wan lahh"
i think sally was abit worried also...so, after the fire drill, we walked and we met OUR class in the lift lobby, suddenly, everyone came to touch me.. my face and my hands.. i was like erm what the hell are u doing, ppl were lyk, are u roasted? did u walk in the FIRE? i was like . erm..then, every1 started to make fun of us!! so, we got a lecture from Mrs Tan that if we goneissing they will be very worried and blah blah blah.. so we continued with MATHS...
okay yeahs... i have changed my blogskin and I totally LOVE this blogskin lorr.. LIME GREEN AND white!!
ok... i heard from someone, that yuetong, yolanda and rachel went out to ACS PRIMARY SCHOOL!!! omg lorh.. lyk 2 times already! so CHEAP.. yolanda, dont come and tell me Kimberley forced you to again.. ok whatever.. i think i gtg now. getting tired. BYE





aint this picture PICTURE PERFECT. NEAT EH?




can chuah peiixin and lim tomato please shutup? please dotn talk rubbish... its very offensive.. okiies today happened quite alot recently.. Mrs Tan popped out a MATHS PAPER and she shocked quite a sum of us...but forunately, the paper Section A and Section B is surprising easy.. i dont mean easy as in I will get everything correct but its alittle HARD. okay for Section C, there is a circle of the rolling to the wall tad one, GUESS WHAT? THAT QUESTION APPEARED IN OUR MATHS BOOKLET... oh yeah! I so WANTED TO SMS!! but i was freaking scared. i didnt even dare to touch my hp.. cos KELDA CHUA was right behind me...i am so afraid she'll tell teacher and teacha will confiscate MY handphone.. i will die! ok after the paper, there is this p5 girl or something like that, she came up, she reqested to see me, when i got out, she told me to go downstairs to the hall and do ym FREAKING 5 ITEM TEST? i told her already I DID A FUCKIG THREE!!! WHEN SHE SAID I DID A FCKIN 2!! whats her problem.. FCk LAH HER... so mrs david told her after the test to then let me go down.. then she also talked to jan.. mrs david then said to me and Jan to go down to meet her.. But, NONONONONO! we went to five indigo, find that fucking teacher, to realise she wasnt even there? like what? WHO WOULD LEAVE THEIR STUDENTS IN A ROOM, ALONE, WITHOUT ANY TEACHER, DOING A LISTENING COMPRE? is she chicken or what? then, we went to hall, staffroom, EVERYWHERE to look for her, but less to find her.. okay our supplementry was okay just that Mrs Tan talked to us about.... stephanie... i mean i MUST confess we are kind of mean to her.. but, we dont really mean it, i mean we dont mean all the nasty things we say right? yeahs.. i hope stephanie gets better! and she will become moniter.
erm people! thank god there wasnt much homework! wait
chinese got homework right? OHSHIT!!!
i have to do now! BYE!!!




i miss you too much cuts are appearing on my hand. You never stared at me at all, you made me suffer under control of myself. i cant control my feelings for you.. Its too strong...everytime i stared at you, you'll pretend i wasnt even there... i want to be in the presence of YOU... please. notice me... i am afraid l'll fade even before you'll realise my existence..u have never talk to me once... my existence is nothing to you... i have always thought, do u even know i am there for you? sometimes, i just want to go up to you and say I LIKE YOU. but you were busy with another girl.... do i even noe who i am to you? the sad thing is, you dont even realise me....
i live my life without you. should i go on?




hey people! sorry for the shock again!!! there is nothing wrong!! just that i was trying to uploading a video and it turned my whole blog upside down! and i had to create another AGAIN!!! nvm.. at least i got back my eyes-lemon-tea...okay erm.. sorry if all my posts were all deleted... i am already dying here.. oh yah!! my blog is like some homework planner...
1.) chinese newspaper??
2.) chinese exam paper
3.) maths exam paper.

is that all? oh yeah! today have chinese class. b4 lunch and after lunch! she was totally PICKING on me AGAIN!!! i cannot stand her! she is so irritating. even though there r stuff on my table, i didnt touch it rite? whats her farkin problem lah! ok i have tution soon... i SO HATE CHINESE!!! and the teacher! its the teacher tad makes me HATE chinese!! ARGHH!!! ok i cant type much today!! i gotta go now!! BYE

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The two hardest things to say in life are I LIKE YOU ALOT for the first time and I HATE YOU SO MUCH for the last

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