Saturday, September 23, 2006
the starting of the year, when we first met..
you were the cutest thing i had in my entire life.
i cant talk to you. your friends were often around you so much.
i am so afraid.. so, i kept my feelings for months. years..
thinking oneday you`ll realise i am there for you.
then. years months days, later,
when i found out,
you are gonna leave
leave to a somewhere better, move out,
i realise, i was so stupid. so stupid,
to never confessed to you.
never i had expected we`ll talk for the last time,
when he was carrying his lauaggage,
you asked him," do you have anything else to tell me?"
then, the stitch on my mouth faded away.
then i said softly," can you not leave,"
" i liked you for the past few years. the day since i met you, i have stitch my mouth. i am so afraid, you`ll go away.. i dont want you to leave... please... please. dont leave...
then, he tilted his head and said," i am so afraid i cant. actually, i have liked you the same.. i have been avoiding you. avoiding to talk to you.."
then. when you realised, his feelings for you are the same, you felt tht you wasted your entire life. he is gone. perhaps gone forever. then. finally i realised, let your feelings out, may let the other partner noe, and perhaps, not makee you feel sad...
this is the story, of my stupid confession...CLARAA-©
Glamorous<3 {11:23 PM}
