Saturday, September 23, 2006
today was a day l`ll get to see you.. i went to your usual spot just to realise you wasn`t there. i am gonna lose control of myself soon.. i saw ur friends. i was wondering around, hopeing you`ll appear.... sometimes. i go overboard for a guy.. i aint desperate for you..i just want to see ur facve that can brighten up my day... i am not intrested in any other guys but just for you... I can go on waiting but i am afraid you`ll be some other girls when i confessed. or maybe already. i aint gonna do something stupid. but its the control i cannot stand. why must you treat me in such a manner? my friends make it so obvious to you, you dont get it? when i was walking home, i passed your house, i waited and waited downstairs ur house. i walk rounds and rounds just to imagine my imaginations was real... my feet hurt... but the only thing you can do is to smile at me.. healing all problems of mine INSIDE.. i walked home. like wad i wanted to do. whenever you ask my friends how i felt. i tot you have got the feelings for me. just to realise you wanted to make fun of me. sometimes i am so afraid you`ll fade away.. further and further away from me. now all i wan to do is to grab hold of you. and not you let you go.
Glamorous<3 {3:08 AM}
